(I stumbled on this page on the top of one of my pages of college notes. It’s free association from when I was trying to do a lot of writing. For those unfamiliar with free association, it’s writing down anything – everything that pops in your head just to get the flow of thoughts moving. This one is particularly frantic, as I was going through my annual bought of seasonal depression at the time – wow did I sound nuts on these pages – lol)
Aaaaahhh!!! What a hell of a week. Confusion! Paranoia! and a total loss of control. Danger too. All rapped up in one week. strain – tiresome strain. STRESS! leading way to laziness. Rest when not tired. And incoherent fragments … all my life is parts and sections of fragments. fragments of fragments. and repetition…. repetition, repetition, repetition. Redundancy in living form. Oh for something different. Something new. Something old….
The tree, gift from above, can supply shelter, block rain, hold together the ground under your feet.
[then the class notes resumed underneath]